منعرفش منين نبدى نحكي، متتصوروش قداش نحب نبكي، أما وعدت روحي من آخر مرّة بكيت معادش بش نبكي على حتى حد، و معادش يهمني في حد، الي يحبني نكون موجودة في حياتو كيما أنا و يتقبّلني بهبالي، بضحكتي الفضيحة 😂 بالطريقة الي نعيش بيها، بالحاجات الي نعملهم خايبة كانت و لا باهية مرحبا و الي ميحبش بالسلامة👋 الباب يدخّل جمل، و حطها في مخك الي بالحق يحب يعيش معاك في كل شيء و مايتقلقش يقلك « الشنقة مع الجماعة خلاعة » يقلك » ينعنبو الي فسّدها » ولا « ن** أمها العشرالاف » ههههه موش برشا باش يفهموني. تو عفست على قلبي و باش نتعدى و معادش يهمني في كلام حد، خلي يحكيو و يقولو الي يحبو و أنا نعمل الي نحب. الحجر الصحي الي عنا أكثر من شهر فيه خلاني نتعلّم برشا حاجات و نفيق على حاجات مكنتش نرى فيهم ولا كنت نرى و نعمل عين رات و عين مراتش، صحيح توحشت برشا عباد و مذبيا كان نعنق ولا نشوف حد فيهم، أما البعد خلاني نعرف شكون الي مينجمش يتعدى نهارو الا ما يكلمني ولا يتفكرني حتى بميساج، نسألو على بعضنا، نضحكو مبعضنا و نردّو البعد قرب. و عرفت شكون الي أهوكا يسأل مرّة فالفال نتفقدو بعضنا شنوة عاملين. و جينا تو للي بيهم الفايدة العباد الي من أوّل الحجر مقلقوش رواحهم و سألو حتى بالكذب الا لين أنا نستفقدهم و نقول برة خنسأل عليهم، العباد هاذم هما الي نجمو نقولو عليهم من أقرب العباد ليا أما كل شيء يتعدى… الحجر علمني نكون مع العايلة و نزيدو نقربو و نعرفو بعضنا أكثر و نتأقلمو مع حياتنا، كل مرّة كيفاش، مرّة نكتو نفدلكو و نضحكو، مرّة نحطو طريّح شكبّة و كويّس تاي منعنع و غناء علي الرياحي، مرّة نتعاركو و نتلكشو على بعضنا كي نفدّو، أما بلي يصير باش ناقفو معا بعضنا في محنة كيما هذي… و لالعباد الي تقول فديت و معادش نجمو و نحبو نخرجو…. ( و أنا منهم) نعزف مناش مستانسين بالحصرة أما لازم نحمدو ربي الي مناش وحدنا فما عباد عايشة وحدهم و فما عباد فالغربة واحلين… تو ما علينا كان ندعيو باش توفا المحنة هذي و حبو بعضكم و خافو على بعضكم و تفكرو بعضكم و سامحو بعضكم… انشالله كل شيء باش يوفا و نرجعو كيما كنّا و أحسن 🙏🙏♥️♥️
No time to die
« I should have known, I’d leave alone…
You were my life but life is far away from fair, was I stupid to love you? Was I reckless to care? Was it obvious to everybody else? That I’d fallen for a lie, You were never on my side… Now you’ll never see me cry, there’s just no time to die…»
There’s a quote that say “When you’re happy you enjoy the music but when you’re sad you understand the lyrics”
But I felt every single word and I’m not sad, I saw facts.
That distance from everything gave me time to stay alone with my thoughts and do everything I want to do. Well, I’m feeling alive, I used to say that I need a therapist but now I’ll be my own therapist. On December 14th, I’ve said that when I have issues it’s always you who I run to, but trust me I won’t. The people who know me, know that I’m so emotional and sensitive. Yes I am and that’s not gonna change, you know why!! Because I have a pure heart. I cry a lot but crying was never a sign of weakness, I cry even for silly reasons, I cry because it makes me feel better, because it releases toxins, it’s a sign of strength. I’m that type of person, but from now ahead you will never see me cry. I will not care about what you think of me, of my feelings or my actions. I’ll always be there for you as I promised, but you’ll never hurt me with your words again, it will be just a new me. And just one more thing, I was better than you and I’ll always be…
You don’t have my heart.♥️♥️
Love knows no distance❤️
Can distance separate love? No… Is it possible to love someone in distance? Yess…
To be apart from the one you love is excruciating and the time spent apart is filled with love and pain. We all know that we’re having a hard part of time, in this period we can’t see the ones we love, but this will not affect our relationships and friendships, distance means nothing when people means when someone means so much. That will not make love decrease, it makes it stronger than it used to be. When you feel that you miss them so much just look at the moon and smile because you’re underneath the same one. Distance doesn’t kill love and I’m gonna give you a good example for that: If someone who you love died, will you stop loving them!! No, you know you can’t see them anymore but you still love them and you will always do. Distance doesn’t matter in love when your bonding is strong enough… You will use the world “miss” more than you ever do before. But I think that if you really want to make that love works with distance, never lose contact with each other, reach out to each other, check if you’re fine or no, tell each other how much you love and how much you miss one another…
Now we just have to wait until this ends, let’s imagine together the taste of life after this period, the hugs that we will give to our beloved ones, take away the hunger of missing each other, we will hang out together again and again, we will replace the moments we lost and then we will feel the real value of our friendships and relationships. Just stay faithful always…
Love♥️
What is love? Each one of us has his own definition of love. Love has no limits, it can be every where and every when, it can be a person, it can be an animal, an object. Also we can find many different kinds of love. For example: love from first sight, this love is so special, some people don’t believe in it. Actually I do. This love is when the eyes speak everything instead of the mouth, even though you don’t know each other and you have never met before, you fall in love in that little contact between your eyes and then automatically it turns into your heart. As I said, each one of us has his own kind of love, so let me tell you what is love for me?
Love is a force of nature, however how much to want to we can not take away love. love is bigger than you are, it doesn’t come with conditions or rules, it has no limits, when you fall in love you just become you. it cannot be bought or sold. you can’t make someone loves you when they don’t, love can’t be forced. Love is when you find home in the one you love, is when you look at him like he’s the only one in front of you, is when you know every single detail about his life by heart, is when you can never forget anything he said or anything he did whatever if it’s good or bad. Love is when you hug him or you kiss him or he’s just sitting right there next to you, you wish you could stop time, love is when he is your whole world, when he’s a part of your heart, your life. Love is when you get jealous while he talks to another girl, sometimes you get jealous of his boy best friend. Love is when you laugh when he laugh and you cry when he cry. Love is when you don’t only love him but you love his life, his name, his family. Love is when you can’t forget the smell of his perfume even after decades, love is when you respect him like your father, when you love him like your husband, and when you treat him and protect him like your son, love is when nothing matters but him. Love is when you don’t care what people say about you when you’re together, love is when you don’t care about age, distance or social issues. Love is when you solve your problems together and no matter what happened between you both you still hold on to fix all your problems. Love is when you can’t imagine your life without him, love is when you miss him right when he leaves. Love is blind, love can change your mind, your life in one second. Love is when you still love him even though he hurts you. When he’s the person that hurts you the most but you love him the most. That’s what is love for me.
But heey!!! Hold on!! Do you think I was telling you about my love? No!!
I wanna tell you that I didn’t find my love yet, but I promise you guys when I find him I will tell you about “My love”
Shaima attia
forgiveness
a person who can forgive nothing is a person who’s totally destroyed emotinally, forgive your parents, forgive your friends, forgive every relations that you’ve ever had and didn’t work out, forgive anyone else in your life that once hurt you anyways, FORVIGE YOURSELF… forgiveness of yourself or others can really set you free and help you to move on, let go and leave your past in the past. no matter what they did, if you insist on holding under the past then you will never be free. sometimes people can make our heart feel sad and broken, and sometimes we can make other people’s heart feel sad and broken, when you forgive, your heart is mended in the places it was broken, forgiveness means talking about it, fixing it and moving forwand. beacause when your heart is already broken, you will broke other people’s hearts even if you don’t want to, its out of our minds. so, learn to forgive even those who hurt you the most. let it go, the things that have happened in your past, if you want to be free, stop locking yourself into the prison of your past, move on, and create your best life, show them the best version of yourself. the best revenge is always MOVING ON, LETTING GO, showing your egois brave enough to let go, showing you are STRONG enough to ennjoy every single moment of your life. if you won’t let go of your past, your future will suffer.
shaima attia
Alone in a room full of people
I was alone in a room full of people. I took my phone wanting to call someone to take me of this hell I’m living in and then I found myself writing your phone number. I was alone until you picked up and I listened to your voice and them my heart melted. Oh my god!! The magic you have to make me feel that comfortable after hearing your voice I can’t explain how you make me feel. I was alone until I heard your voice and than it was just you and me in a room full of people. When I had issues and I couldn’t get answers or solve them it’s always you who I run to. And than the first thing you do was to hug me so tight until I can’t breathe and than you whispered that everything will be always there for me when I was alone in a room full of people. When I get lost, you lead me to the right way. But I’m always asking myself why every time I took my phone, I type your phone number? Why your the only person that I want to be with when I’m alone?… But if “Alone” means “just you and me” I want to be forever alone.
Shaima ATTIA
I miss how…
I miss how you hold me. I miss how you tell me I’m beautiful. I miss how you look at me funny when I say something stupid. I miss how you make me happy. I miss how you smile when I see you. I miss how you laugh when I say something random, or stupid. I miss the face you make when I snort when I laugh. I miss how you make me feel. I love how you tell me I look cute. I miss how you squeeze me so hard when I hug you. I miss how you squeeze my hand. I miss how you kiss my neck. I miss how you see the person I really am. I miss how you kiss me. I miss how I get nervous when I see you, but feel more comfortable with you than I do with anyone else. I miss how you take care of me. I miss how you tell me that everything will be alright and make me feel at ease. I miss how you keep me warm when I’m cold. I miss how you give me weird looks at awkward moments. I miss how I’m important to you. I miss how you get jealous. I miss our late night talks. I miss how you love me. I miss everything about you.
Shaima Attia
اسمع كلام الي يبكيك و ماتسمعش كلام الي يضحكك
ما فماش حد فينا ميحبش يكون فرحان.. و ساعات نحسو الي فما حاجه والا عبد هو الي يخلينا فرحانين اما فالحقيقة لا… تحس الي كان تبعد عالحاجه هاكي معادش بش تفرح رغم الي هذيكا الحاجه الي توجع فيك كل يوم اما وجيعتها راحة ليك… و تجيك العباد الي تحبك و متحبلكش المضرة و تقلك معادش تعمل الحاجه هذيكا و يقولولك عالعيوب متاعها الكل اما تستغرب و تقول لا و تتنرفز عليهم اما تعرف علاش انتي ماكش قاعد ترى فلي يراو فيه هما.. خاطر تحس روحك متجمش تنحي الحاجه من حياتك رغم الي هي سبب حزنك اما بالنسبة ليك حاجه اساسية في حياتك متجمش تعيش بلاش بيها و كي تبعد عليها بش تتعذب اكثر و اكثر و تخير انك تتعذب و هي حذاك موش بعيدة عليك.. و الحاجه هذيكا هي ادمانك … و هذاك علاش انتي تحس الي هما الكل غالطين خاطر متجمش تقنع روحك، متجمش تتخلى على ادمانك.
شيماء عطيّة♥️
Stupidity
I’m not worrying about breaking up with you, I’m worrying about losing you as a friend because losing a friend can hurt worse than any romantic relationship and I don’t wanna lose three years of friendship because of 40 days of relationship (stupidity). You told me to stop loving you but you don’t know that friends love each others more than couples do, that way I will love you more. And you said that you don’t love me anymore… Liar, you know you’re a liar because you do love me. You always have my back, you treat me the way you treat yourself maybe and I know you will always be there for me every time I need you. The only difference between a BF and a BFF is that second F that F for “forever”, you’re more than my boyfriend you’re my best friend.
I was thinking when we were together what if we break up? It’s bad enough going through a breakup. If I lost my boyfriend and my best friend in one go, that would be a whole lot worse. But thanks god I will never lose you and now I rather spend time making sure our friendship will last forever. We both know that we can’t stop talking with each other. So, I promise you that I will always be by your side and I won’t let something stupid we did one day destroy us. I love you♥️.
Shaima Attia
Boy Best Friend
Personally I hate this word. Most of the times, every girl wants to have a boy best friend and I was that kind of girls too. A guy best friend is someone who’s always there for you no matter what, someone who knows you more than you know yourself, he’s the one who can help you laugh when you don’t even want to smile, the shoulder you can cry on, the one who protects you. I once had a boy bestie and we were so close, he knew everything about my life, my parents knew him and he was like a brother to me I used to lean on him in everything and he has never let me down or refused anything I asked him and I wasn’t afraid that he would leave one day… but he did, without any reason and until this day I keep asking myself ”why”. This kind of relationship between a boy and a girl is so different, they love each other but they don’t make that love turn into “LOVE” I think you can understand what I’m talking about… I’ve always made a boy bff something so special, if they make me choose between a boyfriend or a boy who is a friend, I will absolutely choose the boy friend (the space is necessary).Losing your best friend is the worst thing because you don’t only lose a friend; you lose a brother, a protector… I will never forget that feeling you’ve made me feel when you left, you broke me in pieces, I hate that we became strangers and you know what I promised myself since the day you left that no one will ever take your place in my heart and if you heard someday that I had a new bestie make sure that he won’t be as special as you were to me. I still remember every single detail in our relation, every word you said to me, I will never forget how much you protected me and how much you loved me once, you used to say that I’m not alone because you will always be there, I used to get jealous of every girl who wants to be your friend or wants to be close to you as if I was you girlfriend (you said this). Actually, I’m still hurt inside but it’s time to move on, it’s time to heal myself, to let you go. When you’ve let me go, I felt that I couldn’t heal unless you came back. But it’s not our need for someone that heals us; neither our want, no one can heal us, only love can. I think I’m worth it and I don’t accept less. Having a boy best friend is so good; the way that you can never be afraid because you know that you will always have that guy that you can rely on is awesome.
life's love 